Writing Thoughts
It is much easier for me to do this thing called NOT writing than it is to actually write. I imagine it's easier for all writers to NOT write, except that when we're NOT writing the NOT part eats away at us. Me, when I'm NOT, I feel more and more like a failure, or simply a wuss. Yet if I sit down and write 500 words I'm not satisfied. I say to myself, well, if I'd actually had two or three hours to write, I could have written a few thousand words, why didn't I get it together? Wuss. On those extremely rare days when I actually have time to crank out a couple of thousand words I do feel a small sense of satisfaction, then plan to magically find time to make it happen the next day, and the next, so that whatever I'm writing will get done much faster than it ever really can. For me at least, writing is a continual act of self deception. The funny thing is that I'm not at all that unforgiving or unreasonable with other writers. Just with me.
For the last six months I have been concentrating solely on novel writing. One novel is making the rounds and I am trying to have a second, related novel finished should someone come calling. I'm enjoying the process, but it comes with different challenges. Maybe they're all obvious, but I'll go ahead and talk about them. Since a novel is a lot longer than a short story and I have limited time, it takes a long time to finish. I don't like sharing my rough roughs, so I don't show the work in progess to anyone for feedback until I've had a chance to finish and go over it at least once. I don't need adulation, but I do like a pat on the back, even if it comes with someone pointing out the flaws (too, there is always a sense of satisfaction when you reach a conclusion). When I write short stories, I can finish one, then talk about it with the group of writers I exchange stories with. When I publish a short story, I can go talk about short stories with other writers and we can congratulate each other and trade notes. I miss that sense of community.
I'm not writing short stories right now, though. I love writing short stories and I have scads of ideas. But let's face it. There are few markets out there that accept what I like to write, and cracking the short story markets doesn't really establish you as a novelist. It is extremely difficult to make a living as a writer these days, but if you're going to do it, you'd best be writing novels, not short stories. I tell myself that if the novels sell, maybe I'll have time again for the short works. Maybe I'm deceiving myself about writing. It wouldn't be the first time.
Whatever I do, I have resolved to write what makes me happy, because who knows what, if anything, will come of it. I have a tremendous amount of respect for Robert E. Howard, who made a living writing in the 30s by writing for a variety of markets, and I have made attempts to try that myself. In retrospect, me trying multiple markets was probably silly. In Howard's day there were many, many more markets. And THAT Howard was writing full-time. I barely squeeze in a few hours for writing every week. Rather than trying a scattershot approach with market and style, I decided that I would use that small amount of time to hone my craft and get as good as I could writing the kind of stories I liked to write. When not typing, my fingers are still crossed that something will come of it. I mostly enjoy writing, except when I'm NOT , or when I feel like I should be writing MORE, which is, honestly, most of the time. I think writers are a little crazy. I know I am...
Howard
Of course, you've got a whole magazine of your own, which helps. ;)
But I'm right there in the same mental place!
-The Gneech
Howard
These days, yes, it's novels or screen plays or nothing.
Howard
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One thing that I think could rejuvinate the short market (aside from phenomenal ventures like BG - basically high-end quality format subscription to an ongoing anthology) would be a subscription and impulse-buy distribution of individually packaged, pocket-sized short stories.
I think people would pay 3 dollars ($2.99 retail, maybe!) for a pocket-sized, easily concealed and carried short story. Something that people could sneak with them at work or read on the subway and give away, lose or toss without much risk. A monthly subscription to a short story would provide an ongoing revenue stream, fit into people's busy lives, and provide a simple pass along that people didn't need to invest a lot of cash or time doing.
In other words, I think the growth of the short fiction market lies in its twitterfication.
But I'm probably criminally insane.
Howard
I've been writing short stories because it is honing my skills, and getting me editorial feedback, and getting me the start of a kind of network of writers and editors that I "know", to some extent. These are all useful things, but there's no doubt my natural inclination is towards being a novelist. This is, of course, a good thing, because as you rightly note - novels are what pay.
Write what makes you happy. I think we lose sight of that sometimes. I know I have in the past. I hope not to do that again.
Howard
But hey, the fact that you get a couple of hours in of writing a week means that you will get the novel done eventually. And that is a lot in and of itself.
Howard
I appreciate you and feel so very fortunate to know you!
::hugs:::
Howard
Oh, more than a little crazy...
"Go, ye heroes, go to glory
Tho' ye die in combat GORY
Ye shall live in song and story -
Go to immortality!"
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After a time, the writer was forgotten. But the work lived.
Howard
Writing what you enjoy is always best because you always do better at something you get joy out of... Be it writing or playing or what have you.
I know the frustration of not writing as well as you would like, and I also know the habit of being much harder on your self than on others. It's all a never ending learning process.
And now that this comment is getting overly long, let me just say - you can only do what you can do. Write as much as you can, when you can, and know that you are making progress. This, is always a good thing. :-)
Howard
(Woudl comment more, but reecovering from 40th B'day party...)
Howard
(Anonymous)
I came to grips with the fact a few years back that MOST of the stuff I write in life will go unpublished--most writers will tell you the same thing. Every writer has a few stories or novels (or whole rooms full of them) that never went anywhere. That's okay. Because every piece you write, no matter how short or long, is a stepping stone on the road to where you want to be: which is A Better Writer. Everything you write is important, because it leads you to the next thing you write--and hopefully each piece you write will be better than the last.
I finished my Big Fantasy Novel last summer, and I'm still shopping it around to agents and publishers--it's extremely difficult to get anybody interested when you don't have a "name"--it's the old Catch 22: nobody wants to publish your novel until you've had a novel published. No agent wants to rep you until you get another agent repping you. I'm amazed that anyone gets published anywhere!
So while I continue to pound the pavement looking for a home for my novel, I decided to go back to writing some short stories for a couple of reasons:
1) Because the level of satisfaction you get from crafting a whole, complete story is tremendous--and it doesn't take you a year or more (like a novel does). A great short story is a whole UNIVERSE unto itself, and it's more like a small-term reward for the writer's sould. (And who knows--it may find a publisher as well...but that's beside the point.)
2) Because writers have to KEEP WRITING. Use it or lose it. Instead of sitting around scheming and fretting about how I'm going to sell my novel, I start writing new stories, and I avoid the frustration of marketing--which is the hardest part of writing novels. Selling yourself, marketing yourself, and promoting yourself is NOT writing--but every writer has to do it. So by continuing to write short stories I'm preventing all this ongoing other stuff from overshadowning what it's really all about: writing great fiction.
Also, there is an awesome freedom in a short story--although there are word limits, there are really no IDEA limits. When you get into writing a novel, you have to keep the "weave" going, and everything you do sets up rules you have to follow as the tale proceeds. But in a short story, you can do pretty much anything...
So maybe this is a good analogy:
Novels are love affairs...brilliant, passionate long-term relationships featuring fulfilling and intimate experiences with a single partner who becomes your whole world.
Whereas Short Stories are one-night stands--bouts of passionate lovemaking that make the blood race and the heart flutter (among other things)...but you don't live with them over a period of months and years...you do the thing, lay back, and sigh with contentment.
Both are satsifying experiences...but in very different ways.
Whew...if I smoked, I'd need a cigarette... :)
(Anonymous)
I understand
Amy Farmer
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Similarly, if you are a writer by nature, and nothing's coming out of you, it creates a vaccum...and nature abhors a vacuum. So A.A. advises fellow writers to embrace and accept these "down" times as simply Periods of Gestations. The beautiful thing about it? The longer your gestation period, the more likely something is to come pouring out of you.
Also, it helps to remember that even when you're not "writing," you're actually writing. What's that, he said? Writing begins with thought. THINKING about writing. Carrying ideas around in your head, letting them take root, percolate, gestate (or whatever analogy you want to make) is an important part of the process--as is spending time READING great works.
The big difference between writers and wannabe writers is that writers eventually sit down and start pouring their ideas on the paper. But you can't do that until your idea is done gestating. A human life takes about 9 months to gestate...stories and novels require their own gestations periods, which vary for each author, from idea to idea.
Or, as another famous writer put it (I think it was Mark Twain): "Writing is the successful application of the seat of the paints to the seat of the chair."
Let it gestate; then take deep breaths and push that sucker out as soon as it's READY...
--John R. Fultz
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Just a quick note: You actually get less time for writing once the novels start to sell. You have agent's notes, editor's notes, copyedits and the blue line edit to do. It can actually take longer to write something new because you have to do so much to the old.
Signed,
The guy who had to put my WIP aside for a few weeks to revise my debut book.
Howard
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